Failure .

I'm tired to wasting time do something which have no good for me . I fade up with this kind of stupid mind doing such stupid thing . Actually I can be the old me , the happier me , try to not caring too much but not pretending not caring . Maybe I have living in a such useless days now , day in day out I have nothing to do and those are meaningless . I miss the old time , but I can only MISS it . I always living in the world under control and management , I shall think properly what to do , otherwise I become rubbish until the end of this year ! DAMN , I am such a failure .